Posted by Jordan Steele on October 30, 2009
Last month I went on a vacation to Virginia Beach, then for 4 days to the Outer banks of North Carolina. I had specific reasons to go, not only because I have not had a “real” vacation in a long time but there was closure to be made. My older brother who my family has been estranged from lives in Virginia Beach, well actually Willoughby Bay which is more Norfolk. We hadn’t seen him in 17 yrs he had to leave Indiana due to some horrible circumstances.
My mother is 66 and I took her along with 2 of my neighbors and we set out on our road trip. We arrived and met my brother, god he looked good, this was his first time seeing me as the woman I am today (he’s gay..so it was all good) Also met his lover of 17 yrs, great guy. This was close to my mothers birthday so my gift to her was not only taking her to a beach but reuniting her with her son. It was emotional. He didn’t find out that my father passed away in 03 until this year. he had critiques of my looks of course what “mo” wouldn’t (mo= homo) lol. I pass easily so not concerened everyone has an opinion as usual. But he is paying for my rhinoplasty since as a kid in Germany he was the one that broke my nose, that was a shocker that he offered! The good thing about that is I get to recover in his beach house! yay me!! Anyways back to my original topic.. I left to drive down south to the Outer banks, that had been my ideal destination since reading “Nights in Rodanthe” by my favorite author Nicholas Sparks. My god that is truly god’s country! I stayed in a small town called Avon on Hatteras island, breathtaking. I was 13 miles from Rodanthe. I sat on the beach reflecting on my life and almost fell prey to the should coulda woulda’s, Not sure why I did it but I went back to my beach house and sat for an hour jotting down on a piece of paper things that haunted me, that I felt guilt from (guilt is one costume you cannot hide). After I finished it. I then went back to the beach and walked out knee deep into the Atlantic ocean..god was it warm.
I took the paper crumpled it up as tight as I could in my fist and just threw it in the water, I took a breath and let go of all the things in my past that I know I cannot change, but it was cathartic..I felt free. So I took a deep breath and just let it go! Now I’m looking forward to my big family reunion this spring in Savannah Ga, seems funny since we are from Germany! I spent my last day at the house in Rodanthe, The movie or book does it no justice, I even took pics by it and sitting on it..Call me a wimp but I sat on the sand behind the house with my feet in the water and cried. I’m not sure if they were tears of joy or sadness..maybe one day I’ll figure it out!
Posted by Jordan Steele on October 25, 2009
I just got back from the party in Lexington, ky, WOW was it hot! It wasn’t overly crowded but the people were friendly and the boys were hot! Wendy is a gracious host as always and the club owner is cool. I’d done the “drag circuit” for years but this being a TS and Admirers party things were a wee bit different. I put on a little paint of course but here’s the gagger, None of us girls were tucked lol! It was odd at first but after my first number I was like “Oh fuck it, just live!” This time was different we gave lap dances, I gave 5 to some really hot guys! 2 of them got “overly excited”(If you know what I mean).man that was a turn on! I guess I’m good lol. I can’t wait for the next party! I encourage anyone in the Ohio,W.Va, Ky. In area to attend! I’ll go into more details later! You can see pics of me stripping here http://jordansteele.myfastforum.org/Pics_of_me_as_a_Tranny_stripper__about151.html The shy guys all ran to the back of the room when they announced pics were being taken LOL.
Posted by Jordan Steele on October 17, 2009
**(This is NOT bashing men, Lord knows I love me some men! This is just a simple inquiry)**
OK, Here goes: Why is it that most (not all) TS Forums are either ran or moderated by men? I’ve noticed this trend on a few different boards. I’m a Mod on a TG Forum, but we have 2 girls and 2 guys so it evens it out. it also seems that these “men” love to see the girls tear each other up, I mean c’mon NO ONE is perfect (albeit photoshop). seriously can these men really, I mean really identify with a TS woman? Me thinks NOT!! I’m all for admirers, friends, even chasers if you will, BUT and this a big but can these guys actually fathom what we go through? Sure it gets easier the more you transition but I’m willing to bet that some of these forum moderators have never even been with a Transsexual either sexually or socially. I must give my props and shout outs to my independent sisters, Wendy Williams..A great person, Helluva self promoter, wonderful party hostess, HARD WORKER!..I’m glad she won the AVN, it’s kinda cool that I was with her when she won.It was her first party in Lexington, and although I was a hot drunk mess (hey at least I’m honest) I kept asking her “did you win yet”? LOL ahhh memories! Monica foxxx I love, love love her! I personally think she is the pioneer of the online TG spots, I could be wrong but it was through her site TG Pixel that I became aware of online TG communities, hell I even have friends in real life and online as a result of Pixel. That is also how I became a Mod at TGT and have been since day one. Bella Bellucci, now SHE is on to something with her ~BB~ Network so far you get 5 different blogs from a variety of girls, topics etc. Vikki Richter although I do not know her at all she seems to be in charge of her image etc. That brings me back to my original point why don’t the girls who have forums have other girls as mods? These guys have never walked in our heels so yeah maybe they can empathize but I think someone who can sympathize would be far better. That’s just my opinion. I’m looking forward to my site, although I am working with guys as far as development, photography etc, I will have the final say, my first attempt was a complete failure, Fuck you Very much D.L. (you know who you are. S.O.B.).
Just like the beautiful Jesse I plan on being very interactive with my friends (fans just doesn’t sound right to me). I’ll do live cam shows, chats etc, I bought alot of bandwidth. I’m so looking forward to the party in Lexington next Saturday I’ve got 3 new HOT outfits to showcase, 2 for dancing and one to mingle in. There will be lots of pics I plan on posting for you to see!! Hope you all have a great weekend!!
xoxo
~Jordan
Posted by Jordan Steele on October 15, 2009
Hey all!
If you are in the Midwest and want to party with HOT Tgirls and their admirers, then I have just the place for you!! Wendy Williams the AVN Transsexual of the year for 2009 is hosting a party at a private club in
Lexington, KY on October 24th.
Save the date!
Here is a roster of the entertainment and there will be extra suprises/goodies for all that attend!! The party rages from 9pm-2am!!
VIP Section: 50 bucks gets you free drink, free dvd’s, special seating with
special guest and much More.
Confirmed to Dance and or Peform:
Wendy Williams
Curvy Kim of www.curvytgirlkim.com BDAY GIRL
Jordan Steele from Indy
Female Stripper Johanna
Male Stripper Diego aka FreakZilla
Posted by Jordan Steele on
I’d like to first say a grateful thank you to Bella Bellucci for letting me be part of this.
About me, I am a sexy pre-op Transsexual in Indianapolis, Indiana. I am 5’9 130 34 26 36, Very friendly, down to earth. naughty and nice. I’ve been around the scene for awhile but decided to get more personal. So I welcome you to my blog where I will update on my upcoming website, some hijinks and sexy no goods that I may or may not partake in. So, if you’d like to know more about me…stay tuned..
~Jordan
“Take a deep breath and let go”
