Posted by Jordan Steele on July 30, 2010
I apologize to mt readers, I’ve had some personal choices and demons to face. I’m all the better for it, My site will be very active as I have once again found the “fire and inspiration” I lost. I hope everyone is well. my Birthday was last week (the 22nd) ..and although getting older I’m happier and beginning to see things clearer and in a new light! More to come soon as I decide what I want to share and those things that need to be personal..Those that know me, know I’ve a bad habit of telling all my business lol. take care my friends and may your life be all you want it to be!
Posted by Jordan Steele on March 1, 2010
I bought the domain www.tranny-milf.com and am going to be launching it in a few weeks with partnership of Monica Foxx of viisciiousviixxeninc. I’ll concentrate on being milfy, cougar-ish but not limited to any sorta detail. It will be fun, sexxxy, raunchy and I’ll also feature other 30+ lovely trannies as well. The cumming soon page is going up tonight. Keep checking there and here for updates!! Muah!
Posted by Jordan Steele on February 26, 2010
I hope everyone is well. I don’t have anything to rant about, due to school and work I have been so very busy! But I am shooting HD pics and a solo j/o video this weekend I am looking forward to that! If any of you are not part of my forum, send me a message and I’ll gladly give you the info. I am doing a live chat this weekend.
Posted by Jordan Steele on January 4, 2010
I got my pc fixed, also on a personal note I had a bout with depression that almost did me in. I hope you all ahd a great holiday! I got the best gift ever I got my bff of 10+ yrs back! I love you Samantha! Here are some new pics I took from New years eve! The pics I added won’t show so contact me and I’ll send you them, personally one of them is the best pic I have ever taken.
wishing you all the best!!
xoxox
~Jordan
Posted by Jordan Steele on December 10, 2009
I was hacked on Tuesday and I cannot access my yahoo or g mail. I know who did it and I know you read this blog..I am reporting you to cyber crimes. So those of you that know me, I will be attending and preforming Sat in Lexington at Wendy’ Williams party, after dealing with this nonsense I need a drink lol!!! I can only access a few sites at the moment I have someone working on getting rid of the Trojan virus that was put on my pc. I also apologize to anyone in my messenger (yahoo) that got the mass message with the trojan virus attached, if you know me, I don’t send pics like that. I will either send you the file or open photo share. So MR. hacker beware, If I ever see you I WILL wear your balls as earrings..take that to the bank!! Anyways I hope to be back on YIM soon, I will post pics of the party when I return!! Have a great week/weekend everyone!!
Wendy's Dec party!!!
Posted by Jordan Steele on November 17, 2009
Tonight is the night! I was a huge fan of the original Melrose Place so when I heard the CW was bringing it back I was immediately intrigued. They kinda brought back 90210 and it is successful, we’ll see how MP does so far it’s been in my opinion just eh,.. somethings been missing, and I think the answer is Heather Locklear as Amanda! She saved the show once, can she do it again? Stay tuned and I’ll give my opinion.
Posted by Jordan Steele on November 12, 2009
My absence was due to being in the Hospital due to a GD Upper respiratory infection. That’s all fine and good, but the kicker is that Mon Nov, 9 2009 I found out that I lost my Tranny Granny, she passed away at 930pm. I guess god felt the need to collect one of his angels. I always respected Miss Portia Lynn Van Buren, not only was she a friend, but she was my personal seamstress when I was doing pageants..and not bragging but with her craftsmanship, I had THE BEST costumes. Gowns, etc. I spoke to her 3 weeks ago, we laughed and carried on like no time had passed. She was one of the few real friends that tried, no let me rephrase that, BEGGED me to escape my abusive ex Steve, But I was young and dumb and went back, but I do remember him being mean to me and Granny took him outside and WHOOPED the shit out of him!! I have nothing but fond memories of her, and someday soon I shall see you my special friend! Until then look down on me and smile and give me guidance…You’ll always be in my heart!!! I just pray that I can impact lives in the new girls they way you did me, if anything Portia you taught me to pay it forward!! I’ll miss you forever! I love you!!
Posted by Jordan Steele on October 30, 2009
I remember those nights down in Rodanthe
Through the storm, through the darkness, How you held me
I never knew I was so lost until you touched me
And I was set free. In the hours, the sky was wide and weeping
You broke me from a secret I been keeping.
Before you, there was no love, and no believing
I was only dreaming, until Rodanthe
Where the seagulls go soaring in the sun, High above the rugged ponies as they run and you pulled me like the moon pulls on the tide to your side. In Rodanthe.
Oh Carolina, where I was yours, and you were mine, oh Carolina where we find the only time that truly binds.
Mornings come and go here in Rodanthe
And in my heart, you’ll always be there with me
As my journey through this world keeps getting longer
I will be strong . For I know I must go on without you
Every moment of my life I’ll think about you
And I still hear those words of love you gave me
When you saved me : down in Rodanthe.
Where the seagulls go soaring in the sun, High above the rugged ponies as they run, and you pulled me like the moon pulls on the tide to your side, In Rodanthe!
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Last month I went on a vacation to Virginia Beach, then for 4 days to the Outer banks of North Carolina. I had specific reasons to go, not only because I have not had a “real” vacation in a long time but there was closure to be made. My older brother who my family has been estranged from lives in Virginia Beach, well actually Willoughby Bay which is more Norfolk. We hadn’t seen him in 17 yrs he had to leave Indiana due to some horrible circumstances.
My mother is 66 and I took her along with 2 of my neighbors and we set out on our road trip. We arrived and met my brother, god he looked good, this was his first time seeing me as the woman I am today (he’s gay..so it was all good) Also met his lover of 17 yrs, great guy. This was close to my mothers birthday so my gift to her was not only taking her to a beach but reuniting her with her son. It was emotional. He didn’t find out that my father passed away in 03 until this year. he had critiques of my looks of course what “mo” wouldn’t (mo= homo) lol. I pass easily so not concerened everyone has an opinion as usual. But he is paying for my rhinoplasty since as a kid in Germany he was the one that broke my nose, that was a shocker that he offered! The good thing about that is I get to recover in his beach house! yay me!! Anyways back to my original topic.. I left to drive down south to the Outer banks, that had been my ideal destination since reading “Nights in Rodanthe” by my favorite author Nicholas Sparks. My god that is truly god’s country! I stayed in a small town called Avon on Hatteras island, breathtaking. I was 13 miles from Rodanthe. I sat on the beach reflecting on my life and almost fell prey to the should coulda woulda’s, Not sure why I did it but I went back to my beach house and sat for an hour jotting down on a piece of paper things that haunted me, that I felt guilt from (guilt is one costume you cannot hide). After I finished it. I then went back to the beach and walked out knee deep into the Atlantic ocean..god was it warm.
I took the paper crumpled it up as tight as I could in my fist and just threw it in the water, I took a breath and let go of all the things in my past that I know I cannot change, but it was cathartic..I felt free. So I took a deep breath and just let it go! Now I’m looking forward to my big family reunion this spring in Savannah Ga, seems funny since we are from Germany! I spent my last day at the house in Rodanthe, The movie or book does it no justice, I even took pics by it and sitting on it..Call me a wimp but I sat on the sand behind the house with my feet in the water and cried. I’m not sure if they were tears of joy or sadness..maybe one day I’ll figure it out!
I’m back!!
